Branding and mutalation

I am writing this with my only 2 fingers left that I soon plan to cut off today for my final orgasm. I love cutting off parts of my body and blood. It just gets me going. I remember once in 5th grade I raged at a game on xbox. I got so pissed off I stuck my finger in the metal fan that was blowing hardly in the hot summer heat and punched it. I hit it with my middle finger ending up going through one of the openings and getting slashed halfway off. Now I have masturbated before this but idk why I just got so horny then when I saw and felt the pain. I used my hand with the mutalated finger and started to stroke my cock and foreskin. I thought about how hot it would be to have blood all over my penis and I poured the blood from my finger on my cock. It was the perfect lubricant. I came in 20 seconds it was so hot and from that day I have only gone deeper. I have now had 4 constant thick needles poking out of what was left of my dick (i cut most of it off i can orgasm by thinking now) and stuck a 2 inch wide dildo down my urethra and cut off one of my balls and cut off both of my legs. Now I set up a contraption where I have a very low chance of survival. in 24 hours exactly I will try to orgasm in 2 minutes (it usually takes me 10) with all my hands and arms getting slowly chopped off by giant razor blades that will edge closer and i have to cum and my cum has too go past a motion detector in order for the blades to stop from cutting me in half and killing me if I am succsessfull 911 will be called and I have a very slim chance of survival.

👄This will be the best oral sex you have ever experienced.👅