Losing my virginity_(6)
We had been friends for a while and I knew he liked me. There were many reasons I didn’t take it to the next level. One was that I wanted to think he’d be around forever so I could keep dating the bad boys and then when I got hurt Jeremy would be there to make me feel better. Another reason was that I was scared to lose him if things went wrong, and inevitably things always went wrong for me. Every relationship I had been in had gone sour within weeks and I didn’t want to lose my best friend. Jeremy was great about it too and though he often told me his feelings he never pressured me to say anything back. We hung out at my house after school almost daily. Most days …