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Two boys watch men hooking up for illicit affairs. I had this friend, when we were boys, and it turned out he wasn’t gay. He was just confused, but I wasn’t really in love with him. I mean yeah sure, he was cool, and fun to hang out with, but my deepest darkest secret was that I wanted to meet a man. A stranger, and a pervert, because at the time, that’s all I heard. Not counting all the schoolyard and boy’s room talk, you know that’s gay, and the like. “Yeah, that’s. So gay.” And that’s bad, right? So, I kept my mouth shut, and rolled my eyes at some of the more ignorant, and immature things they said, but I wasn’t gay for boys. I was gay for men, or a man. I …