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The Secret Life of Mike the bipolar MANCUNT: Part 1 the beginning

This is a 100% true story and is the beginning of my journal of the hidden dark side of my life. I am a 46 yr old discrete closeted gay man that is bipolar with rapid cycling. My story and the ones to follow are not so seek sympathy or even understanding it only meant to get off of my chest all the things I have done in my progressively sick perverted life. Maybe someone will be able to relate and find some comfort in not being alone in this world.. The things I do and have done I do so out of my free will. Yes I am bipolar and most of the stories occur during either maniac or depressive times but that is the nature of the illness. Heck I don’t even consider …

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Holiday takes an unexpected turn

For several years I had been fascinated by cock. Even just thinking about them was exhilarating to the extreme. I would get breathless looking at thick and throbbing cocks on the Internet, the way cum oozed up the shaft and out of the tip and how balls would then tighten and outline the testicles. Despite this I managed to convince myself I wasn’t gay, partly because I was young and the idea scared me and partly because nothing else about men excited me. I never looked at boy’s bodies or faces like I did with girl’s. Until recently that was still the case, but shortly after my 18th birthday this changed. During the summer holidays following my college exams my family took a holiday abroad to Portugal for two weeks. I was really looking forward …

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First Time Internet Hookup, Ch. 3

My wife had just returned home from her trip as Tom was leaving. Suddenly it hit me, our bed was still a mess from Tom fucking me. My wife gave me a quick kiss and let me know she had to use the bathroom after travelling. She headed to the bathroom right there on the main floor, giving me time to clean up. I grabbed her bags and rushed upstairs. I dropped them as soon as I entered our room and darted to the bed to straighten up. “Honey,” I heard my wife, “where’d you go?” “Brought your bags up for you,” I replied. I finished smoothing out the bedspread just as she came in. “Thanks sweetheart,” she smiled at me. “I’m gonna take a shower.” That now gave me time to clean up better …

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The Dragon

They led me through town towards the cave, stripped naked with my hands chained behind my back, legs with a loose chain between them being exhibited as the sacrifice to the Dark Dragon. I tried to enjoy my last moments being marched through the town; the Dragon always ate its captor alive. I let the cool breeze dance across my skin, knowing that all eyes were on me; trying to get my last voyeuristic thrill. We were close to the cave; you could see a thin trail of smoke fluttering out of its entrance; the air warming the closer we got. My ears detected some mix of a growl and a purr emanating from the cave as well that sent a strong tingle fluttering down my spine making my muscles clench; I knew I was …

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Workmates aged 14 and 16 end up ‘working on each other’ alone in a tent! HOT!

Hay, If you’ve read another of my true stores, you will already know a tad about me. If not, Hi! My name’s Josh, I’m an actor and I live in the south of England. You will probably also know that I like to detail my stories very much, so it may seem very long but if you want the full benefit of it I do suggest you read all of it (if you can last!) This one is about Jordan and me; we were (and still are!) close workmates that became very close one particular night! This was actually my most recent ‘gay experiment/experience’ if you will. I am 16, and Jordan is 14. Our birthdays are actually by coincidence on exactly the same dates! Haha Although his name is Jordan, I will be referring …

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Instructor Mike’s Academy – Part 4 – Becoming a Girl

Warning: This is an explicit semi-fictional/semi-autobiographical multipart series involving White Daddy / south asian teen raceplay, crossdressing, and more. If you are not over 18 and/or find the notion of White Cock superiority to be offensive, then please do not read on. Instructor Mike’s Academy – Part 4 – Becoming a Girl Sadly, it was time to head back. I had cleaned myself well in Instructor Mike’s shower, and when my mother came home she was none the wiser to my day’s lesson plan or psychological transition. I went to bed with a smile on my face thinking of the amazing feeling when he made my little peepee dribble, but more so with the knowledge that I pleased my Sir and helped him shoot his Glorious White Man Cum all over his little sissy’s face. …

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07] You Never Know Who Desires You.

If you are disturbed by young/mature gay sex please do not read. This is a true story though some alterations have been made to comply with legal requirements. Please leave your comments/feedback. You Never Know Who Desires You. Quite a few years ago, in the dark ages when the internet had just come to this country, there were very few sites catering to gays. One of these was Tamil Sex .Com, a site where there was only a “Chat Room” where you could talk to other like minded guys and gays. Of course there was no facility for the exchange of pictures or any other means of verification of the other’s identities. If you found a guy who was interested in meeting, it was always a gamble as to what kind of guy showed up, …

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Home alone_(13)

Author’s note: Please feel free to comment. This is my first story, so any (helpful) feedback is appreciated. I’ll probably post a sequel to this, although it may take some time. This all happened in the summer where I turned 18. Every year, my parents went on vacation for a few weeks, usually abroad. In the years before, I went with them, but seeing as I felt too mature to go on vacation with my parents, I decided to stay home this year. I hadn’t planned much to do yet, so in the beginning I just stayed home most of the times, occasionally meeting with my friends. One of those friends was Jake. We met in school, and, like me, he had also just graduated. We hung out a lot and got along very well, …

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My beginnings, the first chapter

This is how I became a true voyeur, I had just turned 16 and was able to drive my car by myself. I decided to go school shopping for supplies and clothes alone. When I got to the mall I started at the department store where we always got my clothes. There was this guy I recognized that used to go to my school but he was in college now. I smiled in recognition and he smiled back. As I pulled the curtain back to change I heard him go into the room across from mine. now the changing rooms did not have mirrors but at the end of the short hall was a three sided mirror stand. As I opened the curtain to go check out the fit he was in his stall with …

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My lady friend made me a cock-slut.

The first girlfriend I had after I finally got a place of my own was a cougar. It was her that picked ME up in a bar one night. She wanted a toy boy, she said. I was glad to oblige. Never mind that she was older, she was hot as hell and the glint in her eye told me she was very much into sex. She was the one who helped me realize how much I like to get fucked up the bum. I’d never given it any thought. Always considered my ass was just there and not anything to do with sex. That first night she invited herself to my apartment. I quickly realized that she could teach me a lot. We were fucking in the missionary position when she reached down and …

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Married Man goes to ABS

This is my first time writing a story, and thanks to my wife for helping with the editing. I hope you enjoyed it as much as I did remembering. 

I know I’m not gay as I’ve been married twice and love my current wife with all my heart. But the thought of a penis is always there.

At the young age of 20, I had often wondered what sucking a cock was like. I mean it can’t be that bad. Girls do it, well some girls do it. A lot of guys do it too. Seeing or looking at another boys dick was a No No!, Evil! This just added to the Mystery of Cock.

I would go to the local Arcade and innocently walk down the gay isle looking at the magazine covers. This only adding …

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Caught in the act_(0)

My freshman year of college was a weird time for me. I was questioning who I was, was I gay? Was I straight? Maybe just curious about men? You see, I had the same girlfriend all through high school, and we were engaged the summer right after high school graduation. But still, I couldn’t shake this urge to be with men. I had messed around with my stepdad and my stepcousin quite a few times since I had turned 18, but I pretty much chalked that up as curiosity. I went to college in Arkansas, about 20 miles from home, so to save money I decided to NOT live on campus. I drove back and forth 3 days a week, worked full time in the evenings, and it left me very little time to do …

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Weekend at the Lake

I had just finished my last final of my junior year of high school. I couldn’t wait for summer to just relax and take it easy. As I was walking to my car, my buddy Mark asked if I had any plans for the coming weekend. I told him I was free; he insisted that I come down to his lake house with his family for the weekend to kick off the summer. Mark was loaded rich and had a mansion on the lake with plenty of things to do. I immediately agreed. The weekend came and I rode down to the lake with Mark and his family. We got there and hopped on his family’s big pontoon boat. We spent the whole day on the water tubing and swimming. Mark was a running back …

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College Experiments—part 4

-part 4— Adam walked over to his bed and while his back was turned I looked at Shane, hooked a thumb towards Adam, and made a questioning face. Shane shook his head but grinned again. Adam was hot. Tanned and Mediterranean-looking. I’d met him just once in the few weeks Shane and I had been hanging out and now I was wondering what he and Shane did here in this room. I’d have to ask him later. Shane was still standing there naked, totally comfortable. I loved the masculine shape of his body. His calves were perfect, his thighs well-muscled, that big cock hanging against heavy balls, thin waist, rock-hard abs, nice pecs, killer smile. I realized Shane was watching me scope out his body and he flashed that smile. His dick was starting to …

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Adam, Jason, and I chpt. 4

I awoke slightly detached from the group of bodies, I slinked off the bed and pulled Adam without waking him, I carried him wedding style back to his room and lay him down onto the bed to rest for more. I went back to Geoffrey’s room to carry out my devious plan, I found the rope that Geoffrey had stashed in his closet to tie us up with, thankfully both Jason and Geoffrey are both heavy sleepers as they both had not stirred and I had tied them up just as they did to us. I wanted to spend some quality time with Adam, I mean sex is great and all but I wanted a relationship, and I wanted to get to know Adam better. I checked up on Adam and found him still sound …

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Meeting my on-line lover

I met Mark online. I’d joined a gay chat room. I had been fantasizing about being with a man for a while and this was a harmless, anonymous way to explore my interest. To begin with, I was very shy and didn’t know how to respond to the occasional message that came my way. Then I got into a conversation with a guy who made all the running. I only had to go along with his messages. I’ve discovered that the best cybersex is to be had by going along with the person you are playing with. Unless it takes you somewhere that is a turn-off, if you build on whatever comes from the other person, it can be very arousing. I allowed myself to forget all my inhibitions and commit to the scene. It …

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AWAY FROM HOME – 2

You made me promise you I would not fuck anyone while I am away, however it is becoming difficult for me to keep saying no. Yensie’s toyboy Karl is huge. This afternoon Yensie told me she and Karl wanted to tease me. They were both almost naked on a bed, she apart from a cup-less bra to highlight her tits, they really are magnificent, he naked apart from a skimpy, very sexy black g-string with a hole large enough for his cock and balls to poke through. She was wearing gloves made of some type of soft, pliable, material. I want you to watch me give him a hand job, she told me as she poured some oil over the gloves. Even flaccid Karl has an impressive cock. So good Sarah he told me as …

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The Librarian – Part 5

Author’s note: This is comparatively short, but I had to reconstruct it from memory after the original was erroneously deleted. Carter got into his car and drove away. His mind was cloudy, and he knew that he didn’t want to see his family right now, or anyone else, for that matter. He changed his course and drove to Lake George, where he parked his car and slowly walked along the shoreline. Carter looked out at the few skaters still enjoying the ice before it all came to an end, remembering the adventure he had shared with Daniel and Peter during Christmas break. Confused, he strolled along, his heart somehow breaking. “What’s going on?” he thought to himself. He finally sat down on one of the many wooden benches scattered along the shore. His mind was …

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Mudsharking

The mall near my house is a good cruising spot for guys. Several of the men’s rooms have glory holes cut into the partitions and a few of them you can actually lock from the door from the inside. In both cases, the chance of getting caught giving a guy head are pretty slim. I love that mall. I didn’t have to work today and it was raining outside so I decided to go to the mall and see if I could find any action but I guess the rain had kept everyone home and after about two hours of cruising with no luck I decided to head back home. As I made my way through the last store to my car in the parking lot I saw a guy that made me decide to …

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Locker Room Hero Part 2

I dropped down on my bed still replaying the afternoon over and over in my head. I had spent the last week with Christian who was helping me learn to defend myself from school bullies. I was on my first year there and he was on his last so, for whatever reason, he took me under his wing. The fact that I had had a major crush on him since the first day of school was something I had not yet shared with him but there seemed to be no reason not to now. After our last training session he had taking me to his house where he confessed that he had noticed me looking at him in the locker room and the showers. After that he let me give him a hand job and, …

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