I did a bad thing
I raped a girl when she thought I was a girl, she was my best friend and I loved her, and she got pregnant. But I lost it all. I was born a boy but from the age of 7 I chose to live as a girl, but when I was 14 I went through a lot of mental and emotional stress and realised that I no longer wanted to be a girl, I wanted to be a boy again, which was the real me. However, by then I had a big network of female friends, close friends, none of them knew or had any suspicions that I was biologically a boy and I worried that I would lose them as friends if they found out, because we’d been through so much together, I’ve slept …