Figuring myself out
I’ve been doing a lot of soul searching lately as to why I am the way I am. Here’s what I got so far. I found out about sex at a very early age. The first time I remember being attracted to a girl was in 2nd grade. A friend of mine and I started fooling around with each other’s dicks when we were 9. We’d masturbate in front of each other. That progressed to masturbating each other. Which lead to blowing each other, then getting completely naked and humping each other and eventually when we were in our late teens, we began penetrating each other. I never saw myself as gay while I was doing those things. When he’d suck my cock, I’d pretend he was a girl and when I’d fuck his ass, …