Queen of Denial
My sister and her best friend raped me, but then her brother came over. He asked me straight up, “They rape you too?” I said “No,” but then again, I didn’t think of it that way at the time. Then, I realized I said no when they started. What are you doing? Get off of me, stop it! I shook my head, “What do you mean, me too.” I shook my head again, “Sorry, I didn’t mean it that way.” “They rape me to,” He looked down, “All the time.” Holding his hands in front of him, he took a deep breath. “Huh, the fucked up thing is, I kinda like it.” He finally looked up, and shook his head, “What did you do?” “Nothing,” I shook my head. “Oh, come on, you must have …