How my brother raped me, a trans boy

Story of how my older brother would molest me any chance he got, which was a lot. He was 10, I was 5.

At age 4 I knew I should have been a boy, I am now 27 and 6 months on T. I told my brother I should be a boy like him, and he just…didnt like that, after that he would always molest me, and insert things into me whenever we were alone together. He would always say “you’re a girl, you’re supposed to be a girl, and this is what boys do to girls” this went on for 7 years until my little sister was born.

I’ll call him Jim (no real names will be used)

would always sneak into my bedroom at night, hell he would come into my room in the middle of the day. Our dad was absent and our mom was working, we were latch key kids in the late 90s, early 2000s.

This particular incident was after school one day, Jim grabbed me by the hair and pulled me into his bedroom. He pushed me down onto his bed and pulled my pants and panties down to my ankles, and pushed my shirt up. I was whimpering as usual, knowing what he was going to do.

Jim grabbed a box from under his bed, the box had markers of all different widths and a small vibrator he stole from our moms room.

He pulled out 3 smaller markers, and licked my pussy, after getting me a little wet, he slowly inserted one of the markers into my pussy, he pumped it in and out, starting slowly until my tight pussy was slick, he angrily said ” you’re a girl, you won’t ever be a boy like me” spitting in my face and stuck another marker in me, side by side with the first. I was crying at this point but the feeling of him pumping those markers in and out of me felt really good. I moaned a little between sobs, and he put the third one in, stretching my little hole out, and laughed. “You’re so fucking weird, you want to be a boy, but you like when I do this?”

I have always felt such conflicting emotions about my brother…he treated me so badly but after a while I started to like how it felt when he molested and raped me.

Jim pulled out one of those jumbo sharpies, removing the 3 smaller markers, he shoved the super sharpie into my tight pussy, making me scream. With tears running down my face he put the little vibrator between the crack in my puffy, bald, pussy, and stuck his cock into my mouth to muffle my cries. He humped into my mouth until he came, making me swallow it. I felt so overstimulated by the big sharpie inside me and the vibrator I was sobbing and trembling, gagging on the cum I was made to swallow.

If people like this I’ll post more real stories of what my brother would do to me.

I would love to chat with anyone about my childhood experiences, wickr: Transp3d0

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