Cat killed the curiosity.
Doing extreme things in my mind was easy. Being kinky in my mind was easy. Watching porn alone. You watch soo much porn it gets to the point that your watching pissing videos and all sorts of extreme content like it was normal. I watched it all. Clicking on videos that were unrealistic and extreme. It excited me. I must be one of very few people who watched this stuff. Going on online chat rooms. Looking through the list of chatters for women. Private messaging them with a/s/l. If they answer that then you look for an opening. Easy and subtle questions to start with. Inserting emojis. Smiles and winking faces. If they reply with similar emojis you take it up a notch. What are you doing tonight? Single? What do you look like? You …