August 6 2023
Dear Diary,
Today marks the beginning of a new chapter in my life, one that I have decided to share with you, my most trusted confidant. My name is Nekane, and at 36 years old, I find myself standing at a crossroads where my past meets my present, and my heart battles with desires that I’ve long kept hidden.
Born and raised in Andorra, my upbringing was rooted in the traditions of a high-class conservative Catholic family. It shaped me into the refined woman I am today, instilling in me a sense of duty, elegance, and the importance of maintaining appearances.
As a successful lawyer, my days are filled with intellectual challenges and responsibilities that demand my utmost focus and professionalism. I take pride in my career, and the respect I’ve earned in the legal world, but behind the composed facade I present to my colleagues, I harbor a secret part of myself that craves liberation.
You see, Diary, deep within me, there’s a hunger that often leaves me feeling torn between two worlds. Beyond the polished veneer of my life lies a woman who desires to explore the depths of her own sensuality. A woman who, despite the conservative teachings of my youth, yearns to embrace the forbidden desires that have been silently kindling within me.
I’ve come to accept that I am bisexual, with a preference for women. The allure of feminine grace, the gentle touch of a woman’s hand, the softness of her lips – all have stirred something profound within me, something I cannot deny nor repress.
Moreover, I find myself intrigued by the world of Dominance and submission, drawn to the dance of power and surrender, of control and release. Within the boundaries of this world, I’ve discovered a part of myself that leans towards the submissive role, relishing in the freedom of submission and the profound trust it requires.
But, dear Diary, as I embark on this journey of self-discovery, I must tread cautiously. For I am not only Nekane, the lawyer, but also Nekane, the devoted wife and loving mother of a beautiful daughter. Balancing these roles is an intricate dance, and I must find a way to explore my desires while respecting the commitments I hold dear. I chose the nickname Lorena in my real life experiences, as a way to keep my private familiar life safe.
In sharing this part of myself with you, dear Diary, I hope to find solace and understanding, a safe haven to explore my thoughts and emotions without judgment. The pages that follow will be a testament to my journey—a journey of self-acceptance, personal growth, and perhaps, the fulfillment of desires long kept in the shadows.
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I meet Michelle
She told me that she would lend me to her friend Michelle, entrusting me with the task of pleasing her, fulfilling her every smallest whim. It was an opportunity for me to demonstrate my training and make my Mistress proud of my submission and obedience.
With anticipation and a mixture of nervousness and excitement, I prepared myself mentally and physically for this encounter. I wanted to ensure that every aspect of my service to Michelle would be flawless, a true reflection of the training I had received under my Mistress’s guidance.
As the day approached, I found myself consumed by thoughts of how to please Michelle. I carefully studied her preferences, paying attention to even the subtlest details. I learned her favorite drinks, her preferred manner of address, and the particular rituals that brought her pleasure.
When the moment finally arrived, I presented myself to Michelle with a mix of trepidation and eagerness. I greeted her with utmost respect, addressing her as she desired, and attentively listened to her instructions. Every command she gave became my sole focus, as I aimed to fulfill her desires with unwavering dedication.
As a devoted slave, upon my arrival at Michelle’s, I immediately dropped to my knees and pressed my lips against the soft skin of her feet. It was an act of reverence and submission, a gesture that conveyed my readiness to fulfill her every desire.
The touch of her feet against my lips sent a shiver of excitement through my body. I could feel the power and control she possessed as I kissed each foot with utmost devotion. In that moment, I was completely focused on the task at hand, determined to please and serve her in the most intimate of ways.
As I pressed my lips against her feet, I could sense her pleasure and satisfaction. The gentle strokes of my kisses were met with subtle movements, encouraging me to continue my display of submission. The taste and scent of her skin filled my senses, deepening my connection to her and intensifying my desire to please.
Throughout our time together, I spared no effort to cater to Michelle’s whims. From preparing her favorite meals to anticipating her needs before she even expressed them, I strived to exceed her expectations. Each act of service was an opportunity for me to demonstrate my commitment to my Mistress’s training and the fulfillment of her desires.
In my unwavering devotion to please Michelle, I eagerly fulfilled her desires, including the intimate act of licking her in the manner she desired. It was not about gentle caresses or tender affection, but rather about fulfilling her dominant desires and being used as her toy.
With fervent dedication, I knelt before her, ready to serve as her vessel of pleasure. My tongue became an instrument of submission, guided by her explicit commands and desires. I relinquished control, allowing her to use me for her own satisfaction, finding fulfillment in being her obedient and compliant toy.
As my tongue glided across her skin, I could sense her power and dominance, driving me to delve deeper into my submissive role. Each lick and stroke was performed with precision and obedience, aimed at bringing her the pleasure and satisfaction she sought. The taste and scent of her arousal fueled my own desire to serve, heightening the intensity of the experience.
In this exchange of power, I found a sense of liberation and purpose. I embraced the role of being her toy, relinquishing any inhibitions or reservations. My sole focus was on fulfilling her desires and providing her with the pleasure she craved, finding satisfaction in being utilized as an instrument of her dominance.
As I continued to fulfill her desires, I reveled in the control she exerted over me. I embraced the raw and primal nature of our interaction, recognizing the unique connection forged through our shared desires and exploration. The more she used me as her toy, the more I found a sense of fulfillment and purpose in my submission.
In the presence of Michelle, I felt a heightened sense of purpose and devotion. Every smile, every word of approval she bestowed upon me filled me with a deep sense of satisfaction. Knowing that I was fulfilling my Mistress’s trust and making her proud brought me a profound sense of fulfillment and contentment.
As the encounter came to an end, I reflected on the experience with a mix of gratitude and accomplishment. The opportunity to serve Michelle had not only allowed me to demonstrate my training, but it had also deepened my understanding of my own submission and the power it holds.
I returned to my Mistress, eager to share the details of my encounter with Michelle. In her eyes, I saw a mixture of pride and satisfaction, knowing that her training had produced the desired results. It was a testament to our bond, and the trust she had in me as her submissive.
I hope Michelle tells my Mistress that I served her well. My ultimate purpose as a devoted slave is to make my Mistress proud of me, to see her satisfaction and pride reflected in her eyes. Every action I take, every task I perform, is driven by my unwavering devotion and obedience to her.
As I served Michelle with complete dedication and fulfilled her desires, I couldn’t help but think of the impact it would have on my Mistress. I longed for Michelle to acknowledge my unwavering commitment and report back to my Mistress about my diligent service.
The anticipation of receiving feedback from Michelle, and subsequently sharing it with my Mistress, heightened my desire to excel in my submissive duties. I yearned for the validation of my Mistress’s pride, knowing that I had successfully pleased another dominant figure under her guidance.
The satisfaction of knowing that I had served Michelle well, meeting her expectations and fulfilling her desires, fueled my devotion to my Mistress. The thought of bringing her pride and satisfaction filled me with a profound sense of fulfillment and purpose. It affirmed that my submission was not in vain, but a testament to the training and guidance of my Mistress.
I anxiously awaited the opportunity to relay the details of my service to my Mistress, eager to share the affirmation and pride I had received from Michelle. The thought of reinforcing my Mistress’s confidence in my submission and deepening our connection brought a sense of anticipation and joy.
Every action I took in serving Michelle was fueled by the desire to make my Mistress proud. The recognition and approval I received from Michelle were not only gratifying in themselves but also a means to strengthen the bond and trust between me and my Mistress. It was a testament to my growth as her submissive and the effectiveness of her guidance.
Ultimately, my devotion and obedience are directed towards my Mistress. I strive to be the source of her satisfaction and fulfillment, dedicating myself to serve her with unwavering loyalty and commitment. The feedback from Michelle serves as a bridge, a way to convey my dedication and make my Mistress proud of the submissive I have become.
In the end, my deepest desire is to bring pride to my Mistress, to make her see the fruits of her guidance and feel the satisfaction of molding me into the submissive she desires. With every act of service, I hope to demonstrate my unwavering devotion and obedience, and to fulfill my Mistress’s expectations.
Being lent to Michelle had been a profound experience, one that reinforced my commitment to my Mistress and the world of submission we had embraced. It was a journey of self-discovery and growth, reminding me of the pleasure and fulfillment that comes from surrendering to the will of another.
As I continue on this path of submission, I carry with me the lessons learned from serving Michelle. It is a constant reminder of the depth of my devotion and the lengths I am willing to go to please and satisfy my Mistress, making her proud of the submissive I have become.
So, with a mixture of trepidation and excitement, I begin this new chapter, trusting that you, dear Diary, will be my unwavering companion as I navigate the uncharted waters of my heart and soul.