A lot of you who read my stories have asked me the same question so I will tell the story now. I didn’t think I would ever share this story with anyone It is my biggest regret!!!
It happened to me a long time ago when I was living in New Jersey. I was 23 years old and dating a man For about a year. After the first 6 months of dating him he started getting a little weird. He would do crazy things like tie me up and use different objects inside me. I never told him stop or asked him why he did those things I just thought it was his way. One night after we got done having sex he asked me if I would do something for him? I asked him what he had in mind? He told me he wanted to watch me be gang Bang!! I told him I would have to think about that and that was the end of the conversation that night. A few weeks went by and he never brought it up again and neither did I. Then I started hearing less and less from him sometimes I didn’t hear from him for at least 3 to 4 days. I felt he was ready to break up with me just didn’t want to tell me. Then out of the blue he called me and asked me if I wanted to go out. I told him sure and told him to pick me up around 5:30 that night. This is where my regret started. After he picked me up he told me he was going to a friend’s house because he had to house Sit for 3 days. It was a Friday and he asked me if I would spend a weekend with him so he wasn’t there by himself. And I told him I would. He took me to this house in the middle of Nowhere in northern New Jersey. It wasn’t 10 minutes after we went in the house when he ripped off my clothes and threw me on the bed. After we had sex he tied me up. He asked me if I was okay with That? Being his weird way of acting I didn’t think anything of it and I said sure no problem. After he tied me up so I couldn’t move he left he was gone for a couple of hours. When he came back I heard a lot of voices in the other room. He came into the room and put a ball gag in my mouth as I was tired to the bed. Then he put a blindfold over my eyes. The next thing I know somebody was penetrating me. I couldn’t tell them to stop or even scream with the ball gag in my mouth. After he came inside me another one took his place this Went on for like 2 days straight nonstop. All of them were coming inside of me. I could feel the mattress under me was soaking wet. But there was nothing I can do but lay there. Then he took the ball gag out of my mouth I’m assuming I was probably laying there being screwed by strangers for about 40 hours at this point. He put a funnel in my mouth and started dumping jars of cum in the funnel and told me to swallow all of it or he would leave me type up and continue this. So I did what he asked I don’t know how many loads there was in those jars but it seemed like it was never-ending. After I swallowed all of it and the jars were empty she put the ball Gag back in my mouth and they started all over again For probably another 6 hours or more. When the last one finished it got quiet but I was still tied to the bed. A little while later he came back and untied me. He asked me if I enjoyed that? I told him not really then he said you agreed to let me have some people gang Bang you and you agreed to it when we got here. I reminded him that I didn’t say yes to being gang Bang I told him I would think about it And I told him when he tied me up I thought it was just me and him I didn’t know what he had planned. Then he handed me $15000 And told me that was what he earned with the gang Bang. I didn’t know he was charging people for doing that to me. Then he asked me if I would forgive him? At this point there was nothing I can do to change what have happened. I told him I would forgive him but not ever do that to me again. 2 Weeks went by and I wasn’t feeling well so I went to the doctors I was hoping that I didn’t catch something from all these men I’d never even got to see coming inside me. I found out that I was pregnant!!!! When I told him I was pregnant. He told me that wasn’t his problem and he was going to wait to break up with me but now he had a reason he’s not going to be with a woman carrying somebody else’s child. I told him he was the one that caused this he laughed at me and walked away last time I ever seen him. I was very angry and upset with him and I really didn’t know what to do at that time I was only 23 years old. And I didn’t want my family to know about what happened to me. I was going to get an abortion without my family knowing but 2 week before my scheduled appointment I ended up miscarrying the baby anyway. So I hope I answered the question that was asked of me many times about my biggest regret. I found out years later when I ran into him in a bar. But it was over 300 men That he didn’t even know he ran an ad On a Swingers site. He told these men I was a willing participant. He also told them I was his wife!!! So he didn’t only lie to me he lied to all of them as well. He also told me that I drank 2 qt of cum Which he also charged $10 For them too cum in the jar. I put that all in my past and I moved on with my life I don’t think about it anymore and this is the first time I have ever told anybody of this Experience and regret.
Darlene J Malewit