Me and my best friend went to her older brother’s friends party and they’re were so many hot guys. I was wearing a mini denim skirt no panties😈 and a sheer cami no bra. Just so people know i want to fuck they can see my nipples get hard and my ass cheeks a little cause my skirt is so mini. I think me and my bestfriend were the youngest at the party and her older brothers friend comes up to us and offers us coke but peer pressuring us… i say fuck it and i did a line it was my first time!!!!! The rest of the night was a blur I remember talking to one of my bestfriends brother friend and we made out and I remember lots of shots then its a big blur til I remember waking up in my friends room with 3 of his friends and 1 of them forced his dick in my butthole and i never did anal i cried and screamed and he liked it i was so scared i just laid there and took it even though it hurt so bad i kept crying and he said he’d hurt me and grabbed my neck saying he has to cum in me. I was begging them to stop i felt so betrayed by my own body cause i loved it and i was so wet but so scared i was so high and drunk I didn’t know that they all came in me and used me i felt so dirty and kept crying. They drugged me and gangraped me…. i always watched porn and read stories but it was the scariest moment of my life the next morning i had brusies all over and everything hurt they used me. Whats worse is i loved it and i want it to happen again is that bad am i bad i like being a slut and used i wanna be a whore