The Infatuation Part 1
Have you ever been so infatuated with someone that you would do almost anything for them? Not in love with the person but a deep sexual, lustful infatuation? The infatuation is so strong that you would act uncharacteristically with that person? You would allow that person to manipulate you, take advantage of you, and do whatever that person told you to do? I had that type of infatuation with someone once and it lasted for about eight months before I got over it. My name is Bella and I am a thirty-four-year-old female transgender female. I started my transition when I was eighteen. This story is about the time a couple of years ago when I had just such a sexual infatuation with an eighteen-year-old boy named Derrick. To put our relationship in perspective, Derrick …