I started masturbating young maybe at 9 or 10 I would lay in my bed on my stomach, and push on my pussy which would make it ache and throb. I never finished unfortunately, but hopefully one day that will change.
Now That I’m 15 I usually lay on my back and finger myself but the feeling is so intense that still to this day I can’t finish, even now I’m really horny all the time and can’t get myself to finish. So basically for 6 years I’ve been edging myself day after day.
I live in the suburbs of New York, in a gated community. So when we drive through the rural areas you’ll see homeless people and drunks and addicts, but one day i saw a guy as I was waiting for my mom to come out of the store. I saw a guy on the side of the building jerking off his cock and I couldn’t stop watching, my eyes we’re glued to him as his hips thrusted with every stroke.
And from that day on, I became obsessed with hearing guys jerk off or watching them. Unfortunately since I’ve watched practically every solo jerking off video on the face of porn, things are quite boring and difficult. So I started reading stories like many of stories on here, and I’d close my eyes as I rub my little virgin pussy. Imagining a guy pounding my pussy and making me scream and cum for the first time.
My mom is very accepting and let’s me express my self (buys me weed and ect.) but I can’t bring myself to try to order a dildo or anything with her around.
I’m not sure what to do and I guess I’m kinda looking for advice, thanks
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