At the time, my friends (f15) parents were away for the weekend and they let her stay home alone with her older sister who would leave her and not watch her like her parents thought she was.
We were generally both not the type to party and all that although we smoked and drank and stuff but we didn’t do anything too crazy and we didn’t (and still don’t) have much other friends. It’s mostly just me and her.
Her apartment complex has a supermarket underneath and we both wanted ice cream but she didn’t want to go so I went alone to get ice cream. I took the elevator and when I came back and took the elevator again an older woman came in with me. I unintentionally was looking at her ass while I waited to arrive at my friends level and she caught me looking and called me out for it. She said “what are you staring at little girl” she said it like she was mad and I said sorry. She was wearing super revealing and tight clothes it was weird. Her boobs were so big and she had a nice thick ass and a bit of a stomach poutch but her waist was small. When I looked up at her face to apologize I couldn’t help but look at her boobs. The top she was wearing literally hid nothing but her nipples. I looked at it for about 2 seconds and I apologized and immediately put my eyes to the ground. I was shy and she was kind of scary so I didn’t want to get in trouble. The elevator was very slow and I started to sweat and wanted to get away as soon as possible. There was silence for about a second then she asked me how old am I and told her 15. Then she held her boobs in her hand squeezing them and she got close to me and said “touch them if you want” they weren’t about the height of my face. I didn’t know what to say or do I freaked out. I froze. She said “so you wanna look at but not even touch it?!”. “Go ahead touch it” and has grabbed my hand and put it to her boobs and I started touching it a little bit. She then proceeded to go behind me and she put her hand under my shirt and touched my boobies. I wasn’t wearing a bra because at the time my boobs were so small so if I wear baggy clothes they don’t even show. I tried to push her away it was so uncomfortable then the elevator door opened to her floor and she held the door open and invited me to her house. She didn’t even politely invite me, she held my hand and started pulling me gently and said “here” “come” “trust me you’re gonna like it” and I started to get so scared and told I have to go.
She asked me who I knew in the building and I told her my friend is waiting for me upstairs. Which looking back was so stupid because she took that as a “we’re not being supervised”.
She managed to pull me out of the elevator and I refused to go inside her apartment. She started touching my hair and playing with it and holding my hand gently and telling to go inside that she’s gonna do things I’m going to really like and enjoy and I kept telling her my friends waiting for me upstairs with tears in my eyes. She said “it’s okay hon we’re not gonna take long” and started to pull me again inside her apartment. I said I don’t want to and she ignored me.
She straight away led me to her bedroom and closed the door. She said “take off your clothes so we don’t take long” I started to cry really bad and told her please let me go. She got on the bed and pushed me down so I was laying on it. She sat on top of me and she was too heavy for me. I was so skinny and short and she was big. She took off my sweatshirt and started licking and sucking my boobs. I tried to push her head away because it was uncomfortable and she was really hurting me but she held my hands down to the bed and continued for about 2 minutes. I was telling her please stop and you’re hurting me and she didn’t care. Then she got up real quick and turned me around and pulled my leggings down and panties and she took all of her clothes off and ran fast to the door and locked with a key. She came back and jumped into bed with me and covered us both in the blanked and started touching me all over and when I tried to ran away she grabbed me really hard and told me not to fight her because it would get so much worse for me. At this point her body was against my little body, she was holding so tight I could move, and I turned my head the other way so she started kissing my neck and whispering in my ear that I’m so cute and she’s going to make me real happy. She said “I’m gonna make you addict to this” and she aggressively started rubbing my down there. I started crying so hard like a baby and trying push her away and she wouldn’t let go. I said noooo and I cried and she finally stopped and screamed at me “are you a virgin???” I said yes crying. She then asked me to put my head to her chest and lay down like that. I layed with my head on her chest crying silently as she played with my hair, she started crying too. She made me get and I couldn’t stand on my feet from the fear. She dressed me up and kissed my forehead and opened the door for me and told me get out of her apartment FAST. And ran away as quickly as I could and I went my friend apartment and rang the bell for a while until she opened it. Turns out she fell asleep I. The couch and she didn’t even look at face when she opened the door. She went back to sleep. And I never told anyone about it other than my therapist. I don’t know what the fuck that woman wanted and to this day I would never take an elevator at all. I’m so scared that someone would get in with me and scared of sleeping in the same bed as any girl not even my friends or cousins and I never let any woman see me naked although at that time I thought I was bisexual but now I don’t like woman and I’m scared of girls even if a girl touches my arm I flinch. I can’t help it.