I was raped by my dad a few days ago and now he once again forced himself on me.
(this story and the one before this is true with some changes for safety)
The next day after my dad raped me, he did not apologize he was acting as himself and didn’t seem to regret anything. He didn’t stop with touching me in inappropriate places and he seems to be doing it more now, he especially likes touching my boobs.
It’s because of the touching and groping that it happened again. It hasn’t been a day since it happened, he is out and about picking up my brother from his gf as I am writing this.
I was in the living room playing with our dog Akira when dad came in and told me to get the laundry. I said no just because I was lazy to do so. He huffed and came closer to me and slapped me hard on the ass as I was standing with my back to him. He told me to behave myself and do what he tells me to do.
I do know I should have listened and did what he told me to do, but my temper got the better of me and I said no with my back still turned to him.
Hearing this he grabbed my arm and harshly turned me so I was facing him. He told me I should stop being a bitch if I don’t wanna be treated like one. I said nothing and just tried to get my arm from his grip.
He looked pissed and oh he was pissed. He squeezed my arm hard ( it left a mark) and slapped me across my face with his free hand. I did start tearing up and at this point I wanted to apologize, but I didn’t have time as he somehow made me lose my footing and I fell to the hard floor face first. He came down with me and turned me around to face him. I told him to stop and that I was sorry, but he didn’t care now, he said I should have listened to him first rather than acting like a bitch.
He said if I don’t wanna be slapped again I should stop resisting and take my punishment, now what any sane person would do is probably still try and get out from under him, but I did as he told me, I gave up on fighting him, thinking It won’t last long. I stopped pushing him away and just laid there under him waiting for the next thing to happen, he said I was finally acting like a good daughter and proceeded to start groping my tits tough my shirt. I can’t lie and say it didn’t had an effect on me.
He got bored pretty quickly and started undressing me while I resisted when he got to my pants, but he slapped me again not as harshly like before though, I started to apologize again, but he said nothing. He took of my pants and my panties with it and threw it across the room.
He started to play with my clit and pinched it which made me yelp out, he did it again and again, I told him to stop because it was hurting, I don’t know if he actually stopped because I said so but he started to just rub my pussy up and down. He commented on how wet I was getting, which made me embarrassed because it was true. He didn’t play with my pussy for too long, he stopped and I thought it was over. It was not over, he stopped to take out his semi erect cock, which he pumped a few times and then got between my legs. I started to resist again as I did not want him to put it in again especially with out a condom, be told me to shut it or he will and proceeded to push his penis in with out a warning. I yelped in pain as I was, not ready enough.
He started to trust in and out going balls deep in me, I was begging him to at least wear a condom but he simply said no and told me he does not care if I get pregnant. I did stop pleading and resisting not long after he told me that. He fucked me hard on our Livingroom floor for like an hour or so and came twice in me. While he was fucking me he stated pinching my clit again and also my nipples, he bit me and slapped me a few times. After he came the second time he made me clean his dick. I have never sucked a dick before so I just started licking it. I tasted his cum and my pussy on him. After that he left to do his stuff and told me to clean up and that I better get the laundry this time. I did as he told me to do.
I feel strange to be honest, I don’t know why but I can’t hate him or resent him and I don’t feel that horrible after what happened. It scares me that I.. enjoyed it.. I came to while he had raped me and It felt really good
I know it’s wrong, he is my dad after all, but thinking back to what happened makes me turned on slightly.
I said it before but I am currently 20 years old.
I always knew I had a more perverted side of me, I was introduced to sex and porn at a young age and that probably had a big effect on me. I have had sexual interaction way before I should have and started masturbating at a very young age, but to be turned on by my dad rapeing me is new to me…never would have thought I get this far.
If you want to read about as to what sexual interactions I had before these let me know. I need to get it out of my system anyways.
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