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Later that afternoon I looked into the application and rules set. There is a swim suit round as well. Also to enter into the competition I need to submit a portfolio of photos. When my husband came back I showed him all the rules and asked him if he really wanted me to try.
He said, “I am not someone who would put a veil on you and hide you from the entire world. If you are comfortable doing this, I would be right beside you in every step of the way. But if you don’t want to do this, I would understand too. I want you to do this for yourself, and not for me.”
Maybe he was right, I don’t need to really think in a negative way. Perhaps I have what it takes to win this but I don’t know it yet. Husband also suggested that I work with Arvind for a photo shoot for a portfolio.
Next day, Arvind came again to have a word with me about the photo shoot and how to plan things. He asked me to show my wardrobe to find good clothes for the photoshoot. I showed him my cupboard and he went through them.
“It seems you have mostly sarees and churidars and not many western dresses. We need to have a mix of Indian and Western flavor in your shoot. So we need to buy a little western wear as well.” Arvind said.
“I don’t think those suit me that much.” I said.
He looked at me from top to bottom like he was scanning me and said, “No you are wrong. You have a good bust and slim waist. There are a lot of variety dresses which can fit you well.”
I felt a bit embarrassed again, and he noticed it. He said “Like I said you need to be comfortable with people watching you and judging you. Please be comfortable with me, without which we can’t do a good photoshoot.”
Baby started crying, and I rushed into the room to feed. He walked behind me and sat across. “Let us practice being comfortable with each other.”
I gathered my courage and sat in front of him. I opened my blouse and bra on one side to feed my baby while he was watching. It felt awkward at first, but I want to change myself for this competition.
While he was watching me and my boobs I continued to discuss wardrobe and photoshoot. By the end of the day he saw me almost half naked, and he knows what kind of underwear I have. This is very intimate information for any other man to have, but this situation has opened those doors wide open to him.
He also took my measurements as those details are needed for application as well as shopping. When he was touching me to take the numbers, my body started responding to his touches which made me moist down there. That night I myself initiated sex with husband to fulfill my body’s fire and desire. I just hope and pray that I don’t lose my morale and fall for this guy during the competition..
Next day me and Arvind went shopping. As it will be late, I took my baby along too. He was selecting clothes and underwear for me, and I was trying out and showing them in trial rooms. Throughout the day I tried a minimum of 100 dresses and showed him each of them. Finally we selected 5 dresses from them and returned home.
Arvind wanted to do a photoshoot in a way to show my mother’s side. So he asked me and my husband if it would be fine with us to do a photoshoot of me breastfeeding too. He said it will appeal to judges and will give the true meaning of Mrs India event.
I was reluctant but my husband convinced me to do this. Shoot is planned for the weekend, when my husband is home. But once the shoot started, I felt really uncomfortable to feel free while my husband was watching. We could not get a decent pic and my husband understood the issue. He opted to go out for the afternoon so that I can finish this shoot.
After my husband left, we tried to do the shoot again. Arvind asked me to show my boobs more and have a smiling expression. Somehow that was not looking natural to me. To convince me, he moved my blouse a lot more to expose my full boobs on both sides. He took a few pictures in that pose and showed me the output. They turned out to be good, and conveying my motherly expression.
He asked me to change into another dress, but he did not leave the room. I was a bit uncomfortable to change before him. He reminded me that I need to be comfortable with all of this.
He asked me to also switch my lingerie. Again I gathered my courage and went on to change my dress in front of him. One of the western dresses where my cleavage is supposed to show deep was not working. He even came forward and inserted his hands down the dress to pull up more cleavage and adjusted my push up bra.
Each touch he is making, I am falling for his touch. It is strange that I am developing feelings for another man. By the end of the shoot I was ready to be ravaged by him. I was disturbed that much by him on that day.
Luckily my husband returned by this time, and the shoot was concluded. Arvind came back after two days with edited photos neatly printed. Both me and my husband were very impressed with the way they turned out. I was looking gorgeous in all the pics. Those pics brought all kinds of emotions of a married woman.
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