Getting raped for the first time and fell in love with it

I’m not about the whole proper way of typing this is a true story I hope u love it

I was 14 when this happened to me I am now 21 I used to go out for walks as a kid Evan at night I’ll sneak out and go for long walks but on this day I was walking to the park as I got there I walked up to this big tree all the way in the back where not much people go and I sat down when I noticed a guy in his mid 40s watching me I didn’t really have a problem with that I just brushed it off so I started to look up the sky when I all of a sudden a hand grabbed me by my mouth and it was the man that was watching me he told me to be quiet and he grabbed me and pushed me more into where there was just woods where no one can see us he threatened to hurt me if I screamed and bc I was scared I didn’t I listen to him he forced me on to my knees and undid his pants and there it was my first cock I’ve seen in person it was 8+ and thick he asked if I ever sucked one a dick before I said no he told me to open my mouth I didn’t open it then he slapped me across my face and when I was about to cry he shoved his 8+ inch cock in I was choking on it it was so big I could taste his pre cum it was salty but sweet he started to thrust harder and faster then he stopped I felt a relief thinking he was done but I was wrong he shoved it back in then I started to notice my dick was getting hard and I was enjoying it I felt his dick start to get bigger and harder then he started to shoot ropes of cum down my throat it was salty and warm it turned me on so much after I asked if I can leave now he said no im not done we are just getting started he then pulls down my shorts and sees my pre cum filled underwear and my hard small dick 5 inch at the time he told me I was a fag whore for liking it I told him I didn’t like it that I’m not gay he slapped me again and told me to say I liked it I said no and he slapped me again this time on my ass he told me he had to teach me a lesson for being a lying slut he put me on all fours and slapped my ass till it was bruised and red then he used my spit and his cum from when I sucked him off as lube he had a hard time putting it in bc of how tight I was the eventually he got the tip of his massive cock in me and it hurt so bad then covered my mouth to stop me from screaming then next thing I know he rams his whole 8+ cock in me after awhile it started to feel good and I started to moan he was so deep in me he started to call me things like sissy slut and little gay fag and it turned me on so much that my hips started to move on it’s own trying to get more of him in me he then lifts me up as I’m sill on his massive cock and start letting gravity do it’s work I wrap my legs around him and start to make out with him I get off of him and lay on my back he gets on top of me and starts fucking me hard every thrust he does my dick starts to twitch then I started to cum on my self and it hits my face then I felt his cock get harder again he was about to shoot his cum in me it felt so warm but I loved the feeling of his cum filling my walls he flipped me around spreading my ass checks and takes a pic of my stretched out hole filled with cum then I get up off the ground and his cum started to pour out of me then he forced his cock in my mouth again and told me a good slut cleans up there mess I said yes daddy and sucked his cock clean then we got dressed and told me he’s gonna send that pic to his friends

Lmk what u guys would of done to me if u guys was gonna rape me so I can jerk off to it now imma go jerk off just typing this out got me leaking precum

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