Hi, I just wanted to share how I got into kinky stuffand well found out about sex and stuff
I’m 13 now, and I think I’m above the typical level of sex-related knowledge and thoughts of other people my age. So, I just felt like posting how I got here, because like I just wanted to share it.
The short answer, is romance novels. That was my earliest sex education.
I think I was 9, that’s when, while at my grandparents house, I found some of my mam’s old books. Some romance books with not enough detail for them to be inaccessible but enough for me to start piecing things together, however slowly it went.
I was 10 when thanks to the help of a sex ed book I found, in the same house, I started understanding more, and, more importantly, understood it was something to be desired. I know what I pieced together was far from the truth, but enough for my first fantasies.
And even at that time, noncon, bdsm, and all of that sort of stuff enticed me, as that type of scenes in the romance books was always my favourite- especially that one scene of an older guy abusing a 13 year old girl, even if that wasn’t supposed to be portrayed positively. Rape was also interesting.
I had an active imagination, and often played in being different people in different worlds, and this was my first time making it sexual. Without getting into too much detail, basically science-fiction where young girls from the abused class were taken by a company to be forced into being a sex toy for rich people, with me being one of these girls.
At the age of 12, I got a phone, and that’s when my knowledge really improved. At first, it was just scraps of information I found by accident, untill, by curiosity, I went on a porn subreddit. It started of with telling myself to never look at it again, but I always inevitably came back. And when I started reading erotica, well that’s around when I started to consider myself as knowing a decent amount about how it works. I always stuck to bdsm, petplay, noncon and similar topics.
I even roleplayed with some people and pretended to be 19, but that never lasted long.
Coming across this site, around a month ago, was definitely one of the most important experiences. I never thought there’d be other people who shared my fantasies, and an actual possibility to interact with older guys. I’m just really happy I found it, I was just searching for some erotica, and came upon this site by accident.
I hope this wasn’t too boring, I’m just not able to talk to anyone IRL about this, but wanted to share the experience.
If you have any questions, I’ll be checking the comments regularily.
👄This will be the best oral sex you have ever experienced.👅