I am used as cum dump

I was 10M at the time, and my uncle was 23M, he is a goofy awkward guy, but he was always liked play with me and spoil me with stuff, and he would always babysit me, it all started sudden, we were alone at home and he offered me some toy I wanted at the time, but I would have to help him with something but could tell anyone, which I agreed, so he stood next to me and took his dick out, and looked at it and he grabbed my hand and put it on his dick, and showed me what to do, so I did, and at the time I didn’t really know what I was doing, so I was very curious about it and about his dick, was the first time I was seeing a fully grown hard dick, after a while he told me to lick it, and then to put it in my mouth, after a bit of that soon he started going on his own, just held my head in place while he moved forward and back, and didn’t take long he without warning started to cum in my mouth, I noticed that his dick was pulsating non-stop and just felt this bitter taste filling my mouth, after that he stopped and put his pants back, while I was dealing with what happened, I instinctively swallowed and he quickly changed the subject saying he feels better and he would give me the toy, so I got happy and he asked if I liked helping him I said I did, since I didn’t realize what really happened.

That was the start of a routine, every time we would get alone he would ask me to do it again and if I didn’t agree at first he would just convince me with something, and this went on for years that I learned with practice everything he liked, and would do it without asking, I knew what to do just by looking at him and, when I was around 11 I learned what was sex, because of other guys in school, but I still didn’t realize fully, it continued to happen and I knew that was oral sex, and it was a naughty thing to do, and as messed up as it sounds, I kinda enjoyed it, I would get turned on doing it, but after a while didn’t take long for me to realize how messed up it was after learning about assault and worse, he was my uncle and he took advantage of my age to use me, so I got really mad with him, but I didn’t really do anything was ashamed to tell anyone, even to tell him about it, so I just pretended I didn’t know, and would get mixed feelings, I got so used to it that I enjoyed it and would even get turned on but I would also feel feel used and betrayed, like he only wanted to use me to cum, and as soon as he was done he would change subject and go do something else, until he wanted to do it again.

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