I drugged and raped my older sister

So I was 15 at the time. I was a very horny teen. My biggest dream was just to fuck somebody. I am straight but at the time I could’ve even fucked a guy. I used to craft fleshlights but they didn’t feel as good as I wanted them to feel. One night I discovered a website where I found videos of people drugging girls and fucking them. I found it so hot and one night I decided I might want to do it on my sister.
I got along very well with my sister and I didn’t ever thing of her in a sexual way, that night my hornyness defeated me. My sister was 19, she had a sexy body. She wasn’t exactly skinny but she wasn’t chubby either. She had an amazing fat ass and I B cup tits. So at first I sneaked into her room and she was a heavy sleeper so I decided to peek at her body. I lifted up the blanket and saw her ass, I took a picture of it. I decided to touch her ass and as soon as my fingers touched her she started waking up. I panicked and got out of her room fast but quietly. That night I made a plan that I’m gonna give her sleeping pills and do more.
3 days later my parents went out of town for the weekend and I decided that was the night I was gonna do it. My sister wasn’t very social so she stayed home. I cooked dinner that night and put 2 of my moms sleeping pills in my sisters drink. We ate and just as we finished she told me she is tired and going to her room. I waited 30 minutes and went to her room. 2 pills are supposed to knock her out for 4-6 hours so I had plenty of time. I went to her room and tried to wake her up and she didn’t react at all.
I took off the planket and immediately took off her bra. I got so hard just by looking at her tits, I touched her tits and rubbed her nipples, she let out very slight moans and I got a little scared. I stopped for a minute and then flipped her on her stomach. I took off her panties and started touching her pussy. Then for some reason I really wanted to eat her ass. I started licking her butthole and slowly started to push my tongue in. My face was buried in her fat ass and I was dripping so much precum. Soon I had my whole tongue in her ass and I as I touched her pussy with my hand I felt she was wet. I couldn’t take it anymore. I put on a condom and pushed my dick inside her, I only needed about 10 pumps before I felt like I was gonna cum. I knew it wasn’t a smart idea but I took my cock out of her pussy and pushed it all they way in her ass. I came so hard that I almost fainted. After that I panicked a little and had a shame of what I’ve done. I tooks some more picture of her body and put her clothes back on.
I never had the courage to do it again but I still masturbate to the pictures to this day.

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