I want to bone my mom

My mom has been jerking and sucking me off for months now and I’m having odd feelings for her.

I am 12 and started getting boners last year and when mom caught me jerking off in the bathroom she told me I wasn’t allowed to do it unless I let her do it for me.

So every time I get a boner I have to call my mom.

Mostly as I’m going to bed I get a boner and call my mom, she comes in to my room, sits on my bed, pulls off the sheets, pulls down my boxers, and jerks on my boner until I come all over her hand.

Then she pulls my boxers back up, covers me with the sheets, and gives me a kiss goodnight before leaving my room.

I got a boner the other day when mom was driving me to school, I told her and she had me take it out of my trousers, she started to jerk me but couldn’t do it properly because she was driving, so she drove in to the train station and parked up right at the far end of the carpark away from other cars.

This is when mom leaned over and sucked on my boner for the first time ever, it made me feel so good, she just put it in her mouth, moved her head up and down and kept going until I came in her mouth, and she didn’t spit it out either.

I think I want to bone my mom, is that bad?

But then I think maybe she also wants me to bone her too.

Should I just tell her I want to bone her?