I needed a ride back from my aunts place and her best friend (Lisa) offered to drive me back. She ended up driving me to her house and….
My aunt was celebrating her first movie (she’s a producer) and it was a pretty small party considering this was in the middle of quarantine. The party was at her house and I went with my stepdad because my mom was busy. When we arrived her best friend Lisa and my aunts husband were there.
After a while I went out for a smoke in the garden so no one could see me. Every time I leave the house I sneak out and smoke, it’s my only chance to do that since my mom doesn’t allow me to smoke at home.
My stepdad came to check on me and told me it’s time to go home. On the way out I told him I didn’t want to leave this early and wanted to stay longer and he said I can’t because it was late and it’s not safe for me to find someone I don’t know to drive me home at such a late hour.
At this time we were still inside and aunty Lisa overheard us and told him it’s okay and she’ll drive me back. I was excited and I went and thanked her and gave her a hug. My stepdad left and I was left with my aunt, her husband and aunty Lisa. They are all chill people and I smoke freely in front of them so I did that. I don’t have to hide my habits anymore because they accept me just like I am and they smoke too when the boring people are gone.
We stayed until 2am. My mom texted me that the key is in the pot by the door and I can get in quietly when I come back home because they will be sleeping. My uncle excused himself and went to bed and soon aunty Lisa said we have to go because it’s a late hour and my aunt clearly needed some sleep.
I was sleepy too and as soon as we got in the car I passed out and fell asleep. I woke up to aunty Lisa shaking my body to wake me up, I am a pretty heavy sleeper. She told me we arrived and opened the door for me and helped me out of the car because I was half asleep. When we got to the door and I heard the keys unlock and I realized that my mom texted me that the keys were in the pot by the door and I was confused about how aunty Lisa knew about it but as soon as I raised my head and looked up I realized it wasn’t our house. I looked her and asked her “where is this?” She said it was her house and she drove here because I was asleep and couldn’t give her directions to my house and she didn’t want to wake me up apparently. I was dumb and I believed her, also I was half asleep and my brain could barely function.
She got me inside and to her room. She told I could sleep until the after noon and she will gladly drive me home then. I was too sleepy to think or argue so I just laid down on top of the bed and blankets with my my outfit on and I fell asleep immediately.
I don’t know for how long I slept but I woke up and the room was dark. I felt her undress me. When I woke up my heels were off and my skirt was being pulled down. I tried pulling my skirt up but she aggressively held my hand and laid it flat on the bed and told me in the most gentle voice “it’s okay sweetie I’m just making you comfortable”. I stopped fighting her and she pulled my skirt fully down and sat me up on the bed to take my shirt off and unhook my push-up bra. She laid me flat on bed again and tried taking my panties off and I was pulling them up while she tried to pull them down. She got so frustrated and started attacked me and pulling my undies down so hard and screaming at me “LET GO”. I got so scared and I started crying and telling her no over and over again.
She pulled my panties off and I was completely nude. When I tried to get up so I could run off because I was scared she tackled me and laid me on bed again and got on top me of me. I felt her naked body and hard nipples press against my body and I realized she was completely naked too. I didn’t notice at first because it was so dark.
She held my face in place and made out with my whole face. She licked my cheeks and sucked and bit my nose and tongued my mouth all while her pussy was rubbing against my thigh and I could feel her bush poking my skin and her wetness over my thighs all. Tears were still running down my face. I was so mesmerized I didn’t know what to do except try to get her off me which never worked because she was way bigger than me.
She got down my nipple and sucked them so hard that it heard then she bit them. One by one. I felt they swell up and they were so sensitive after she did that. I was trying to pull her head off my body but I couldn’t and she ended up holding my hands down again. She got to my stomach and starting kissing it and it ticked me so I started laughing. I didn’t want to laugh because I was so scared but the sensation of her tongue on my tummy and hear breath on my skin tickled me and I couldn’t control my laughter. She was happy and she told me “I can tell you like it”. I said “no please stop” all while laughed because she continued to tickle me and she said I don’t believe you, you want this.
I was crying and laughing at the same time. A lot of emotions at once felt so over whelming and I started having a breakdown and panick attack and couldn’t breath properly.
She got to my pussy and sucked my clit and slurped on my juices. She said I was wet because I liked it. I don’t know why I was wet, I was scared but my body produces the sticky stuff idk why.
I was old enough to loose my v card but I didn’t because boys scared me and sex too so I remained a virgin. She thought because I wore short skirts and little tops that made my boobs show and put heels and makeup on that it means I’m a hoe and probably loose.
She pushed two of her fat fingers inside my poor pussy and when she pushed it hard inside she realized that it was my first time and I screamed so loud and cried hysterically. It felt like a knife tearing my insides. All she said was “oh shit you are a virgin!”.
I was so exhausted of fighting her off. I felt so weak and helpless. She controlled my hands and forced herself inside of me and all I did was cry. I hate myself because I let her do that to me.
She got off and kissed me forehead and told me she was sorry. She took my phone away and left the room. She told me to get dressed and that she will drive me home now.
We got home and I went to my room and locked myself in there for weeks. I was depressed and I lost so much weight… at least I’m skinny now but I lost trust in all people. I can’t even trust woman. That was 2 years ago now and I’ve never told anyone but I think about it everyday and I imagine myself telling this to a therapist or a friend or even my mom but I have the guts to do it.
Also English isn’t my first language so chill and sorry if there are any mistakes.