This is something that I keep very private and have never told anyone about. I do have a girlfriend, and have always had good luck with the women, but growing up I knew I wanted something more. The whole internet thing threw in lost of interesting things into my life. Like ever boy growing up, I masterbated, and did everything I could do to get off. Not sure where or when but one day I realized that i like to have something shoved in my ass. So as anyone would do i looked around on the internet at porn, and the chat rooms. Looking at a guy doesn’t turn me on at all, nothing about it but the thought of haveing something in my ass fucking does. So one night it happened. I was in a u yahoo bi chat room and found someone that lived close to me, but far enought that i wouldn’t have to worry about him knowing me or me knowing him. As with most people this is something that i didn’t want anyone to know about. So we started chatting, and to come to find out he had his own place, and was free that night, and keep pushing me to meet him. I really wanted to but like always never would in fear of someone finding out, but this night i said to myself why the hell not just do it. So we set some rules while we where chatting. I told him that i didn’t want to know him, i didn’t want to be friends, i said heck i dont even wanna see you. No kissing , no touchy feeling, that i just wanted to met him at his place with all the lights off, walk in strip down and get on all fours and get fucked by his cock. He agreed to it, what guy wouldn’t right?? Fucking is fucking right? thats all that he cared for. So off i went to met him at a gas station where i would follow him to his place. We pulled up, and i followed him in, neither of us saying a world, every light in the house was off…i followed him to the bed room, where he stared to take off his clothes, nevers and ready to back out, i keep telling myself to just do it, or i will never know what it is like. So shaking i took my clothes off. He had done this before and could tell that i was nervous, so he told me to lay down on the bed on my back and just play with myself some to get in the mood. Which he did the same, me i really wasn’t into that which he also could tell, so he grabbed my cock and strated to stroke me, withing secounds i was shooting cum everywhere, and he just keeped stroking me and i just keep cumming, never have i cammed like that. Next thing i know he is sucking my cock, and im cumming even harder. After he sucks ever last drop of cum out of my cock, he tells me to lay on my side that it would be easy that way. So im laying on my side, He reaching for some lube, next thing without warning he shoves a finger in my tight nervous ass, it hurt as first but as he pulled his finger out it felt great, and then he thrust right back in with two fingers. Make n sure that he was filling my ass with lube. The whole time its dark in the room, i never do see or feel his cock so i have no idea how big it is. I hear him open up a condom and put it on, Next thing i feel the heat from his large cock head against my tight ass. He trys and trys his hardest to get his cock into me but he just cant. Im laying there thinking to myself what the fuck am i doing here..i will die if anyone every knew…then he gives up for a minute, and starts to stroke his cock to get it good and hard, next thing i feel his hard cock again, and he just places it at my tight ass and thrust in, he sinks all the way into me, as i moan in pain and pleasure. He just holds it there for a second and moans as he says thats the tights ass that i have ever been in. And starts to move his hips just the littles but it felt like he was really fucking me hard, He cock was big, just as big as mine, somewhere around 8 inches and very thick. Soon he is realy fucking me hard and fast, the whole time cum is just shooting out of my cock like a hose. As he is pounding me, his cock slibs out and slids up beteewn my legs, and slids up against my cock, and that felt so great, i learned thats want really got me off, feeling a cock sliding in my ass, and then out of my ass, and then back in. He did that for awhile, and then i could tell he was getting close to cumming, so he grabbed my leg and pulled it up to my chest, and started fucking me like a dog, it hurt but felt better than anything i had every done, his cock got even bigger as he fucked me hard, and then he buried his cock deep in my ass , and blew a load of cum deep in me, pulling out, he just layed there, total done, as with me, but i felt really weird and just wanted to get the heck out of there, so i grabbed my clothes got dressed and said maybe i will catch u later on the internet, he said ok and then i left, i never did chat or see him again, but after that it just left me wanting more, and wishing that i had done more than just lay there and get fucked, something that would drive me crazy for years wanted to do more and try more, some that i have talked myself into doing more of, but not everything yet, still kinda worried of others finding out, so i always back out…but ones of these days …who knows