I just finished college and I got a job working in Miami for about 7 months. I didn’t have any family there so I would get lonely sometimes.
I also was the shy type so relationships were hard for me. Except I was horny all the time and wanted a blowjob at least. I never received one before but, from all the porn I watched I really craved one.
I would go online and try to find a woman willing to suck me but, most of them were scammers. Finally, I didn’t care anymore and decided if any guys would suck me. There were a lot more guys wanting to give blowjobs and eventually I found someone who invited me over.
It took me about 20 minutes to get to his place but, I was nervous and tempted to leave. I finally got out the car and went to the entrance of the apartment building, he met me there. He was probably in his late 30s or early 40s. He was kind and he walked me up to his apartment. We went into his bedroom and he told me to take my shorts/underwear off and lay on the bed. I was nervous and worried he wouldn’t like my dick. He said it look fine.
He took a hold of my dick and put it in his mouth. It felt good but, I wasn’t totally hard yet so I knew it should feel better. I was so nervous and horny though it didn’t take long to blow my load. He was okay though he cleaned up and starting sucking me again. It felt good but, I thought it would be better. He started kissing my stomach which made me feel uncomfortable. Eventually I gave back into my nerves and we finished.
He invited me to come back but, later I decided not to. I was feeling guilty and honestly I am still attracted to women and still want to try to sleep with them. Still this was my first blowjob and from time to time I think I should have gone back. I get horny from it. I am even a little tempted at trying to suck a dick myself.