Submissive to my babysitter

His name was Bradley, he was my babysitter when I was 8, and he took my virginity and taught me about sex.

I was 8 years old, my babysitter, Bradley, was 15 and he came in to my bedroom very late at night, the lights were turned off but he’d left the door slightly open so the light from the landing gently illuminated my room.

I first realised he was in my room when I suddenly felt a chill, I was laying on my side facing the wall and curled up nice and warm, he had pulled my blanket off me and I was no longer warm, that’s when I woke up, I rolled over on to my back and saw him sitting on the edge of my bed.

No words were exchanged, just looks and grins, then he rolled up my pyjama top up to just below my flat chest, he placed his palm on my tummy and started to rub me there, I didn’t mind him touching me, I had a crush on him anyway and it was nice to have him touch me like he wanted me.

He tucked his fingers under the elastic waistband of my bottoms and he shuffled them down my legs and took them off me, then he got me to sit up while he gently pulled off my top, “Lay back down.” He whispered, once I was almost naked apart from my panties were still on.

I silently and without complaint obeyed his command and laid myself back down with my arms at my sides, he touch me, rubbing his hands all over my bare skin, up and down my entire body and rolling his fingers across my lips, then he slowly pulled off my panties, I covered my face with my hands and blushed, I was kind of shy and a little embarrassed that he was about to see my pussy.

He made everything good and made me feel calm by whispering to me that I was very beautiful, after rubbing my bald pussy for a minute he shuffled down the bed and laid with his head between my legs, his head went down and suddenly I gasped, “Huuuu-oh”, he was licking my pussy and it sent tingled running up my body.

I was a little scared because I didn’t know what he was doing, I knew nothing of sex at that age, my eyes began to roll around in my head, confused with the new feelings and emotions I was suddenly experiencing, my hands grasped the sheets beneath me, gripping them tightly, I closed my eyes, opened my mouth and moaned with pleasure, “Ooooh-ugh”.

My hips started to move in a circular motion, as if they had a mind of their own, swirling around and lightly thrusting in sync with his licking motions, I was aroused and my body temperature rose sharply.

I was disappointed when he stopped and sat up, I almost cried and in my head I was begging him to continue, then he took off his clothes and I briefly saw his erect cock sticking out from between his legs like a big fat sausage, he quickly laid on top of me and kissed me, pushing his hands under and around me and holding me tightly.

His cock must have been about an inch inside me before my body reacted and I realised it was in my pussy, “Argh – O – Ungh!” I moaned out loud, I could feel his cock moving around, pushing apart my inner flesh and sliding further and further into me.

I could barely catch my breath as he began to thrust it in and out of me, I still didn’t understand what he was doing to me, but it felt good, painful at times, but very good, I lifted my arms and threw them around him, and I lay with my eyes closed, mouth open, gasping and moaning uncontrollably while my body rocked back and forth as he took my virginity.

Sometimes later, I have no idea how much time had actually gone by, he sat up and groaned, I felt his cock swelling inside of me and an odd warming feeling as he took hold of his cock and pulled it out it out of me, as it popped out of my pussy I watched 4 or 5 streams of white fluid shoot out of it, leaving long white streaks going up my body, from my pussy to my chest, he had ejaculated a little inside of me and the rest he shot all over me.

As I lay there breathing heavily, my body covered in sweat and semen, he took my hand, rubbed my fingers in the semen and then put my fingers to my lips and pushed them in to my mouth, it tasted sour and warm.

Then he picked up my panties and used them to wipe up the rest of his semen off my body before putting them back on me, and he redressed me in my pyjamas, covered me back up with my blanket and walked out of my room silently.

I was left lying in my bed, confused, my semen soaked panties sticking to my skin, and trying to work out what just happened, I didn’t sleep all night, even when mom and dad came home, I pretended to be asleep when they came in my room and kissed me goodnight on the forehead.

I saw Bradley again a few days later, he asked me if I was doing okay, then he took me to a secret spot in the park and he asked me to suck on his cock, I obeyed and did it, it was fun, and we had sex a lot until I was 10, then he went off with some older girl and kind of dumped me.

I was heartbroken but I got through it, I got another boyfriend, John, he was 16, he was actually a virgin when I met him so I had to teach him about sex like Bradley taught me.