The Beginnings

How old is she? and I said. My friend then said that’s a good age to fuck her. He then told me he fucks his sister. We both were in ninth grade while having this conversation. I saw his sister when his grandma picked him up from school. She was bratty and had pigtails. My own sister was very tomboy and cussed and we had no common interests due to the age difference. She had her own friends and I had mine. Many years before I kissed her on her lips due to what I saw on television but that was it and I saw her naked when her diaper fell off but that was it. At this age I masturbated frequently and had no school girlfriend or even was friends with any girls at school. I thought about what my buddy confided in me and I got aroused seeing tits and sex scenes on VHS movies my parents rented. One day my sister got me in trouble and I thought I’d get her back. I masturbated that night and couldn’t sleep due to the moans of my parents having sex. I then walked over to my sister’s room and opened the door and closed it behind me. I saw her sleeping and I decided to take a peek. I had to come back with a small flashlight and she was wearing pajamas that covered her entire body. I walked to her bed and unzipped them and I saw her unclothed body. She had a whitish pinkish skin color. She was wearing only panties under the pajamas so I touched her panties and pulled them back a bit but could see nothing. My hands were shaking and I saw her flat chested naked exposed breasts and zipped her up and went to my room and masturbated and fell asleep. I got bolder and returned to her room each night and unzipped her pajamas and would lower her panties until her vagina was exposed. It didn’t look like the ones in magazines or television but it was real and I stared at it with my flashlight shining on it and would masturbate into a tissue right in her room and I’d zip her up and go back to my room and sleep. She knew nothing. I waited a few days and she wore shorts to bed. I made my move into her room late at night. This time I unbutton the shorts and lowered them and her panties till the vagina was displayed. Wow I was excited and I touched the vagina and kissed it. I buttoned her up and went to masturbate in my room. I tried to sleep but needed more so I returned to her room and undid her shorts again and exposed the sleeping vagina. I looked at it for some time and I kissed it once again and then I inserted my index finger inside her pussy. It felt warm, wet and prickly on my finger. I then buttoned her up and sniffed my finger and it had a nasty yet pleasant potent smell to it, sort of like pencil sharpener shavings. I was rock hard and needed to see it again. I then unbuttoned her once again and kissed it more deeply to inhale her odor and reinserted my finger a bit deeper and then gently rebuttoned her as she was stirring. I went to my room and masturbated a bunch of times. I got my first real look and smell of a female vagina and I was happy. My sister didn’t know and I told no one not even the buddy that was fucking his sister. I’d returned many more times to her room late at night but this was the beginning of it and it would go on a couple of years and eventually I would have anal sex with her.