My dad passed away 2 years ago. I have always been a daddy’s girl and now I’m gonna share the reasons why. I’ve been carrying a secret from the age of 6 never telling anyone about my childhood. One night when I was 6 years old My dad came into my room It was late at night and everybody in the house was sleeping including my mother. My dad woke me up and told me he had to show me something. Then he told me I couldn’t tell anybody about what was going to happen next. He was my dad so I told him okay. He told me to get out of bed and get undressed. I didn’t ask any questions I got up and took off all of my clothes like he asked. Then my dad got undressed as well. He told me not to be scared and he was going to teach me something but it had to be our secret. After we were both naked he laid down in bed and told me to lay next to him. He told me to just relax be quiet and do what he asked. He told me to put his penis in my mouth and just keep sucking on it like a lollipop. So I did exactly what he asked of me. While I was doing that he was Rubbing my pussy with his hand. Then he stuck his finger inside me and moved it in and out. He asked me if I liked it? I stopped sucking his cock for a minute and said it’s OK he told me to continue sucking his cock. A few minutes later he had 2 fingers inside me. As he was doing this he told me I could never mention this to anyone. I told him okay I wouldn’t say a word. A few minutes later he told me to stand up. When I stood up he bent me over the end of my bed. He got behind me and started rubbing his penis on the outside of my pussy. A few minutes later he put the head of his penis inside me. He started moving it in and out of me very slowly. Again he told me I could never mention this to anyone. I told him I wouldn’t. Then he started putting it in even deeper and it hurt. When I told him it hurt he pulled it back. He told me it was going to hurt at first but then it would feel better. And went back to just putting the head of his penis in me and moving it in and out. Then he told me he was going to go deeper and let him know when it hurt. He pushed it in a little deeper and it started hurting bad. But I didn’t say anything I didn’t want him to be disappointed with me. He told me he was halfway in and asked me if he could go deeper? I didn’t know what to say I didn’t want to tell him that it hurt. I just said okay. He pushed it in a little deeper and then he started moving it in and out really fast. When I started crying he stopped. He told me he was sorry if he hurt me he didn’t mean to. We sat there a few minutes. And he asked me if I wanted to try again? I told him if that’s what he wanted and he bent me over again. He put it back inside me and moved it in and out very slowly Not to hurt me this time. Then he told me he was going to push it in and hold it there. That was the first time anyone has ever came inside of me I was 6 and a half years old almost 7. He pushed it in really deep I could feel him coming inside me as he was moaning. He stayed inside of me for a long time before he pulled it out. When he finally pulled out he said to me again you can’t tell anybody about this ever. I promised him I wouldn’t. After that night he would come in a couple times a week and do the same thing to me. He got to the point where I started to like it. We would have daddy daughter day and go to the park or the beach. He would always pull over and have sex with me in the car a bathroom of a gas station or convenience store. Before we went home. This went on the whole time I was growing up. Nobody in the family ever found out about it I never said a word. The older I got the more often He would have sex with me. Sometimes it was every day. Other times it was just a couple times a week. When I was 15 years old he got me pregnant. I wasn’t sure what I was to do. He brought me home a home pregnancy test and it was positive. By 15 I was already being molested by my uncle and my 2 brothers were having sex with me too. So I wasn’t sure who’s it was. I didn’t tell my dad that his brother and my 2 brothers were coming in my room and having sex with me like he was. So he thought it was his. He freaked out and made me get an abortion. He Even took me there behind my mother’s back. 2 Days after I had the Abortion my dad came in my room Things didn’t change he bent me over. This continued until I went to college. But even when I came home for the holidays he would bend me over. I came home for thanksgiving the very first year I was in college. The whole family was there. Nobody knew about each other’s secret with me. I haven’t told anybody about anything. My dad bent me over first in the garage. Then a little while later my brother bent me over in the bathroom. A couple hours after that my Uncle Ask me to go to the store with him. He pulled into a dirt road and bent me over the front seat of the car. Then that night after everyone went to bed my other brother came in and he fucked me as well. And this was all the 1st day I was home. I been carrying these secrets for all of them all of my life. But from a very young age my father my Uncle and both of my brothers have been fucking. My Uncle passed away 3 years ago my father passed away 2 years ago. Both my brothers are married now. But every time I am around them they still fuck me they just don’t tell their wives. I’m writing this story to get all the secrets out of my life I’ve been carrying them way too long. I’m not saying I had a bad childhood I had a very good one. And I know now as I am an adult what they did to me was wrong. I’m just glad I kept their secrets and none of them got in trouble. I’m not mad at them or despise them in any way. They were my family and they loved me. I know they showed their love in the wrong way. And I am very glad my mother never found out. It never affected my adult life. I have 2 beautiful boys. I am a very good mother. My boys are grown up now and have families of their own. And I raise my boys the right way no means no. I know I’m not the only woman in this world that was molested at a young age. I don’t blame myself for what happened I don’t blame them either. And I know what my father my uncle and my brothers did to me was wrong. I know there’s a lot of judgmental people out there is why I was Leary on sharing this story. But I think it was time for the truth to be heard the secrets to stop. My Uncle and my dad are dead now. I never wanted them to get in trouble. I have a very good life now no repercussions from my childhood. I hope you all enjoyed reading this story. And as always I am here to answer any questions or hear your feedback. You could reach me here anytime.
Darlene J Malewit