Stupid thoughts- Help

Stupid thoughts/fantasies someone help me

Hey everyone, my name is Dylan.
I’m from United Kingdom, Bletchley. I’m a 13 year old boy who’s recently been having a fair few *weird* fantasies.
Now I’m straight, and always will be. But recently I’ve wondered what it’s like to suck a dick, I’ve sucked a deodorant can but not a dick. And I wanna know what it’s like but of course, a 13 year old boy that’s looking for a dick to suck. You can’t find anybody!

Anyways, I only have a fair few fantasies but here they are:
Believe it or not, I just wanna be walking down the street and then get taken (kidnapped?) into a closed space, preferably a car or an alleyway that nobody goes to. Then I want the kidnapper (Male) to force me to suck him off, let him have full control over my body; hit me, force me, gag me, touch me n stuff like that. And then maybe get his number to do it regularly.

My other fantasy is that I meet either a boy or girl online that’s much older than me. We then meet up and then they tie me up at their house and again take full control over my body. Whatever they want I don’t care, if they want me to do things to them; I will obey. They get to do what they want to me.

Lately I’ve really wanted to suck a dick and I just don’t know why. But nobody wants to get sucked by a 13 year old boy am I right? Maybe I should try to go out late at night..?
I don’t know any suggestions?

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