I accidentally masturbated live on camera to a girl at school that I liked but would never have the courage to ask out. I want to die.
Like most 14 year old boys, when I go to bed, just before going to sleep, I jerk myself off, because it feels good and it helps me relax and fall asleep.
However, the other night was the most embarrassing ever.
I was in bed and it was late, after hearing my parents’ bedroom door and I knew they were in bed, I picked up my phone, muted the volume and did what every teenage boy does, I opened the browser and loaded up the porn sites.
I liked watching the point-of-view videos where the camera was mainly showing the girl’s body, you couldn’t see the man, you could only see his cock fucking the girl, I scrolled through the videos and found one of a nice young looking brunette, she had a nose piercing and a tattoo of a butterfly on her thigh.
The video showed a top-down view of her laying naked on the bed with her legs opened wide, she had perfect sized rounded breasts, she was sucking on her finger, staring directly at the camera lens, and you could see the man’s cock fucking her freshly shaven pussy, her breasts were moving around each time he pushed it in her, perfect.
I took my boxer shorts off, pushed the sheets off of me, played the video and got to work jerking on my cock, I held the phone under my cock to make it look like it was me that was fucking her.
Suddenly, Samantha entered my mind, she’s a girl from school who I really fancy, and I wanted to see her, so I opened facebook and got on to her profile, I found a holiday photo of her standing on a balcony in her bikini, she was so sexy, and I burned that photo in to my mind while jerking hard on my cock.
As usual I closed my eyes and laid my head back over my pillow and fantasised about fucking her, thinking about what her pussy and breasts looked like, I was fantasising about her sitting on me and bouncing up and down on my cock.
A short time later is when I ejaculated, it always shot upwards with a lot of force, I opened my eyes and looked down to my crotch, and my hand was covered in my thick sticky spunk.
I picked up my boxer shorts and used them to wipe my spunk off my hand and cock, I had dropped my phone when I ejaculated so I picked it up and that’s when I saw her.
Whilst jerking off I must have accidentally pressed the video call button on her profile, it connected and Samantha was on my phone screen looking horrified, she was talking but I couldn’t hear her because I’d muted my volume, I slowly turned it up and she was laughing at me and swearing.
While I had my eyes closed pleasuring myself, she had seen, from the perfect angle, me tugging on my cock and then ejaculating all over myself.
That was the most embarrassing thing to ever happen to me, I haven’t been able to jerk myself off since that night and I have been avoiding her at school, I don’t know if she told anyone about it, or even if she recorded it, God I hope she didn’t record it.
My life is over.