My Desire to be Spanked
When we’re children, we dread being spanked. The thought of it is often terrifying, or it might just be the fear of disappointing our parents. Then as adults, we begin to realize the erotic allure of the stinging pain and the need for discipline during sex or as foreplay. It was something that I didn’t realize I needed until after I was married. Unfortunately for me, it would be several years before that craving was satisfied. I’m still not sure what made me know that I both wanted and needed to be spanked. However, when I broached the subject with my then-husband, I received the answer I was expecting. It was no. Dylan was reserved, and vanilla in his tastes. Sex was usually missionary position and over in a matter of minutes. Even in my …